Maybe it really is just that simple...

...maybe it is time to let go of all the bullshit, of all the history, of all the worrying. Maybe it's time for me to take a chance on someone, to let him into my life. Maybe someone really can look at me and in that moment realize I am something special, something worth waiting for. Fighting for. Moving for.

Maybe all of the complications and analyzations and self-destructions are meant to dissolve.

Into the misty, magical hope of what is to come.