Why was I so paralyzed? Why couldn't I speak my mind, ask my questions, set my parameters? For someone who claims to be so strong, I've been really fucking weak. Maybe I just tried to believe I was a rock, when in reality I was crumbling, slowly and haphazardly flying away from myself. This personal disintegration happened at a snails pace, imperceptible within the day to day. Piece by piece, speck by speck, the dust of my former self simply set sail on the passing breeze, with nothing but a whispered farewell. And where has this left me?